Yes yes, I know I haven't written in a while. I had more or less moved temporarily to Facebook postings, mostly because I wanted the recognition and response from the public whenever I posted something that so, "expresses myself." In any case, there are things not to be shared, and even I have to censor myself sometimes in public settings. Rarely, mind you, but I do.
This is a three day weekend, and I had somehow slept 14 hours. Thank goodness for that. Now I'm desperately trying to piece together a new outline/draft of my evo-paleo paper, and forced to bash my brain against the table
and gaze at beautiful lesbians while I'm at it. Very difficult to concentrate, very difficult to make any headway at all, and very distressing and blissfully painful.
I mean really, here's a sample of what I mean.
The series is much more graphic than this - it's rated NC-17, so full frontal, kinky sex between any and all sexes in generally violent situations. Basically TV porn. They never should have let me get my hands on it. I don't appreciate the violence so am basically watching for Gia and Lucrettia. But now I have to watch the Xena series to get more of Lucy Lawless, and I'm afraid that might tear at me all the way to spring break. Ugh.
Speaking of women, I really can't get enough of her:
http://dorothysurrenders.blogspot.com/
My question to myself is, has my lesbian deficit been satisfied for now? How did deficit ever accumulate without my notice? What am I going to do from now on to make sure I get my daily dosage of lesbianism? It's not easy, I assure you, to try and focus on fossils when there are live, lithe, beautiful, sweet women gazing out of YouTube at you, especially nowadays that the media have included so many lesbian characters in mainstream television. Thank God I don't have a TV, but the accessibility of the internet makes my life more difficult each and every day. I'm a little tempted to go ask my male friends what do they do when their libido rears its drooling head and I have a term paper to write. But I know they'll just laugh at my hypocriticism and tell me to go fuck somebody, which I am not planning to do. Because I am a woman, and we women have
feelings, which can get in the way of just plain fun.
No, seriously, how am I suppose to focus on phylogenies when I have Elizabeth Mitchell looking at me?
This is cruel and (un)usual punishment. Wahh.